beth | 19 | uk
learning how to live again - fibromyalgia - liver disease - functional neurological disorder - osteoarthritis - pcos - social anxiety disorder - depression - borderline personality disorder
disabled and chronically ill people do not exist so that abled/healthy people can be “inspired” by us or monetize our struggles
"Who cares what they’re doing now? If they didn’t treat you right, their absence becomes a blessing."- MR (via kushandwizdom)
(via lymefight)
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
7: Do you want to be single?
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
9: How late did you stay up last night?
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
11: Last three things you had to drink?
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
20: What would you name your future daughter?
21: Do you miss anyone?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
26: Who did you last see in person?
27: Are you listening to music right now?
28: What is something you currently want right now?
29: What is the last thing you said out lot?
30: How is your heart lately?
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
32: Are you wearing socks?
33: What do people call you?
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
37: Did you do something bad today?
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
40: Will you sing today?
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
44: What are you listening to right now?
45: What is wrong with you right now?
46: What is on your wrists right now?
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wea
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
50: Are you a good artist?
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
54: Do you have trust issues?
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
57: Do you use chap stick?
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
59: Do you have a little sister?
60: Have you ever been to New York?
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
Chronic illness has put me in a different place in life than everybody else my age and I need to remind myself not to be ashamed of that.
(via lymefight)
yes my body is a bit bigger than it used to be but you know what so is my life so i don’t give a shit anymore
(via thiefofgenders)
“I just want to live my life, but my depression makes even the smallest thing so god damn exhausting.”
(via becovery)
If you have a chronic/mental illness, its okay to take care of yourself. Its okay to have to miss work or school. Its okay to struggle. Its okay to ask for accommodations. Its okay to take medications. Its okay to go to therapy. Its okay to use a mobility aid. Its okay to not be professionally diagnosed or not have a diagnosis yet. You are valid. Its not your fault. You’re sick. You’re not too sensitive or making this up. You’re doing the best you can with the spoons you have. You’re a disabled person and its okay to be that way.
"I guess it’s true, then. Love is blind,” he sighed, sadness coating his rough voice, softening it. She stirred in her seat, staring back at him through wide eyes, lashes not thick enough to hold back the tears, warming her hands on a cup of tea. Still, her fingers remained stone-cold. “Love is not blind,” she replied, clearing her throat, “it’s worse, sometimes. It doesn’t stop you from noticing someone’s flaws. But sometimes you are so in love with the idea of someone that you simply turn away from their mistakes. You ignore the way they hurt you because you don’t want to believe they can cut you open and smile at you while you bleed. It’s easier to keep your eyes closed, I think. Love isn’t blind. But it can make you ignorant."- Love is blind
(via melanchol-y)
im not important to you, so why am i wasting my energy on you?
i hope u know ur special if i make the effort to leave my house for u
(via positivemessagefortheday)
me: *ignores messages from 50 people*
me: *sulks about the one person who won’t message me back*
(via damn-funny)
(Source: simply-divine-creation, via recovery-and-happiness)
